CHAPTER 15 Joey stood at the mirror giving the final touches to her make-up. The past week had been a whirlwind of excitement, and the day of Mikki’s wedding had finally arrived. The groom’s mother and step-father lived in Clay River, where the wedding was to take place, and Joey and Max had arrived there early the day before. They had been virtually swept off their feet ever since. Joey had taken an instant liking to their hostess, Marina Clark. Both of Japanese descent, they shared stories about their family backgrounds and Joey wished her mother and grandmother could have been with her to meet the woman. And the garden, where the wedding was to take place, was absolutely breathtaking. All landscaped by the groom himself, it was a beautiful replica of a Japanese garden, complete with babbling brook and pagoda, where the vows would be taken. Marina, Mikki, and Reese’s mother, Emily, had decorated the chairs on the lawn and the pagoda, and the garden looked positively festive. The three girls had stayed at Marina’s the night before the wedding, while Reese had reluctantly gone back to his mother’s. Now, the wedding day had arrived. Mikki’s sister Sandy was helping the bride get ready and reminiscing about her own wedding, at which Mikki had been maid of honour not long ago. Max had already finished dressing and had gone to see if Sandy and Mikki needed any help, leaving Joey in front of the mirror alone. Happily she hummed to herself, the music that had been played at the rehearsal still dancing around in her head, as she sprayed a touch of hair spray on a stray strand of hair, then stepped back and smoothed down the fabric of her bride’s maid dress. There was a light tap on her door, and without even turning around she glanced quickly at her watch. “Just a minute, I’m almost ready,” she called out. There was only fifteen minutes before she was expected to take her place in the wedding party with Luke, Reese’s step-brother. She knew she was running late, and she didn’t want to mess up anything for her friend’s big day. The tap was repeated, and Joey glanced over her shoulder quickly. “Alright, come in, I’m almost ready,” she called out again, then turned back to her reflection, adjusting one of the thin, off the shoulder straps of her deep indigo dress. She heard the door open behind her and looked up into the mirror with a smile to greet the reflection of the person who entered. She expected it to be Marina, or Emily, or even Sandy, telling her it was time for her to join the rest. She knew Max or Mikki would have just walked in. The eyes that met hers however, through the glass of the mirror, were the last she expected to see at Mikki’s wedding. “Blake!” she whispered, as she watched him step inside and close the door softly behind himself. He stood looking at her, a strange expression on his face, taking in the slender fitting blue dress with its off the shoulder style and low front scoop and the mass of black curls tumbling around her face. She looked more beautiful than he had ever seen her on the ranch, and his heart almost stopped as he stood looking at her. For a split second, he thought he was making a big mistake and he should just turn around and walk back out, but then she turned around to face him directly and he knew he couldn’t leave. “Blake?” she said again, and he smiled at her, a look of obvious appreciation in his eyes. “You look beautiful!” he said. She smiled at him, speechlessly. A million questions were spinning around in her head, but she couldn’t voice any of them. While they stood there looking at each other in silence, she heard the tap on the door she had been expecting earlier. “Time to move out to the garden, Joey,” Marina called through the door. “I’ll be right there,” Joey called back, suddenly fidgeting nervously under Blake’s steady gaze. At last she found her voice to ask him the one question that had pushed itself to the forefront. “Blake, what are you doing here? How did you find me?” He grinned at her. “It wasn’t easy!” he said, stepping toward her slightly. “I went to the Times yesterday, hoping to find you there. A young man named Vince told me you had taken time off to get ready for your friend’s wedding. He didn’t know where it was, though, so he gave me your parents’ address. Your mother is very charming, by the way.” He gave her a smile that melted her knees, and she was glad the dress covered her shaking legs. “She told me the wedding was down here in Clay River. I flew down this morning.” “Why were you looking for me? Is it the book? Is there something wrong, something you want me to re-write?” She was looking at him with a mixture of shock and confusion, and he was still moving towards her, smiling back at her. “No!” he said, shaking his head. “No, there is nothing at all wrong with the book.” “Then, what?” she searched his eyes. “Joey, you’re so beautiful!” He said, as if he hadn’t heard her question at all. He reached his hand to brush along the side of her cheek and she held her breath. She wanted him to take her in his arms and kiss her, but she had a wedding to get to out in the garden. “Blake, please!” she breathed, and his eyes immediately lowered to her lips. His hands slipped around her waist, and she was glad of it, for that gentle hold on her seemed to be the only thing keeping her from collapsing on the floor in a boneless pool of jelly. As she held her breath, he leaned closer and kissed her, ever-so gently, then lifted his face and searched her eyes with his. “It just hasn’t been the same at the ranch without you,” he said, softly. She opened her mouth to speak, but he rested a finger against her lips to silence her. “Joey, I thought I could let you go, thought that after you were gone my life would just go back to normal again. What I didn’t realize was that what I considered normal a few months ago was far from what I want now. Harvey and Reggie haven’t let a day go by without trying to make me see that.“ She looked at him in confusion, not daring to try to decipher his meaning. He tightened his grip on her waist just slightly, and opened his mouth to speak, but just then the door was tossed open and Max flew into the room. “Joey, hurry up! It’s time to — oh! Excuse me!” Max stopped just inside the doorway and stared at the sight of her friend in the arms of the most handsome man she had seen in a long time. Then she focused on his face and gasped again. “Oh!” “I’ll be right there, Max,” Joey said, her voice a little shaky. Max slowly backed out of the room, babbling on about Mikki waiting for them, then closed the door quietly behind her. “I guess you should go,” Blake said softly. “Yes,” Joey agreed, her eyes on his lips now. “I guess so.” He let go of her and stepped back slightly, and Joey moved aside. Then she stopped and looked up at him and searched his face again. “Blake, why did you come here?” “Because I have something I have to tell you.” She looked at him questioningly. “What?” she asked. Just then Max pushed the door open a few inches and peeked her head inside. “Joey! Pardon me for interrupting, but — in case you have forgotten, we have a wedding going on out here, remember?” she said, in desperation, and both Blake and Joey broke out laughing. “I’m coming, Max,” Joey said, as Blake dropped his arms and she rushed toward the door where Max was impatiently motioning her to hurry. “Don’t go away!” she called back to him as she reached the door. “I won’t, I promise,” Blake said, and she smiled. She glanced back at him from the doorway. “Blake, what did you —?” “Joey!” Max grabbed her by the arm and pulled her out of the room, casting an exaggerated smile over her shoulder at the man they were leaving behind. “That’s Blake Winters!” Max whispered as she rushed Joey out of the house and into the garden to where the wedding was waiting to begin. “I think I know that, Max,” Joey reminded her friend. “I spent enough time on his ranch to know who he is.” “But, what is he doing here?” Max asked, as they came up behind the rest of the wedding party. “I don’t know!” Joey whispered back. “Shhh!” Sandy turned towards the two girls. “We’re ready to go, what took you so long?” The organist started playing the procession music and Joey slipped her hand into Luke’s arm, ready to walk towards the pagoda. As she slowly walked between the rows of decorated chairs laid out on the lawn, she spotted Blake slipping into a seat at the back. The wedding was perfect. Mikki made an absolutely beautiful bride, and Reese couldn’t take his eyes off her. When the service was over and the bride and groom slipped off into the garden for a few moments of privacy, Joey excused herself from Luke and made her way through he crowd, to where Blake was leaning against a tree. “This is quite the place,” he said, looking around the garden appreciatively. Joey smiled. “Reese is a landscaper. He did all this,” she said, and Blake nodded as he continued to look around. Then he brought his gaze back to her and smiled. “You looked beautiful up there.” Joey blushed. “Mikki was beautiful up there,” she said, changing the subject. “It’s not polite to be more beautiful than the bride.” She wrinkled up her nose and tried to make light of his comment. Blake laughed at her. “Well, I still say you look beautiful.” She looked up at him, her face more serious now. Something he had said before the ceremony had stuck in her mind. “Blake, what did you mean about Harvey and Reggie?” Blake grinned. “Reggie is living on the ranch,” he said, watching her expression change from surprise to disbelief to excitement. “What happened?” she asked. “It’s a long story. I got a call from the police the day you left. Reggie’s brother had been arrested and Reggie was going to be placed in a foster home.” “No!” Joey exclaimed, eyes wide. Blake smiled. “That’s exactly what I said. I told them he was coming to live with me.” She smiled at him. “So how is it working out?” “He’s settling in,” Blake said, nodding. “I’ve given him Pepper to give him some responsibility. He’s taken to horse care quite nicely.” A reminiscent look flashed across Joey’s face, and she turned away to look at the crowd of wedding guests. “So that’s what you came here to tell me?” “No” Blake shook his head. “Then what ...” As she spoke, Blake slid his hands up her arms to her shoulders and pulled her close to him. “Reggie’s a pretty smart kind, you know.” “Blake?” Joey looked confused. “What are you getting at?” Blake drew her even closer, until their lips were only inches apart, and he was staring down into her eyes. “The kid knew before I did, you know,” he said, as if he were thinking out loud instead of intending to speak. “Knew what, Blake?” she wrinkled her brow in frustrated confusion, and he smiled. “I took a gamble coming here, Joey, I know that. The Silver Star is way out in the middle of nowhere, hardly a place for a woman like you, but at least I have to let you know how I feel, and — and give you the opportunity to tell me what you think about my offer yourself. If you’re not interested, I’ll understand and I’ll go back to the ranch, but at least I’ll know I tried.” “What offer, Blake?” she asked, again a look of confusion on her face. “To come back to the Silver Star with me. Candita misses you, you know, and Reggie and Jill need you there.” “Jill!?” Joey stepped back in the circle of his arms, looking up at him. “Blake, you’re confusing me. You said Reggie was living on the ranch with you.” He gave her a mischievous grin. “Oh yeah, did I not mention Jill? Clark Nielson called me the other day. It seemed Jilly had been living in a trailer park with her aunt and uncle since her parents died about five years ago. The aunt and uncle had six kids of their own, plus Jill. I don’t know how they all fit into that trailer! Somebody complained that the uncle was beating up on his kids. When the officials came to investigate and take the kids away, Jill slipped away and got a neighbour to drive her down to the NCWM office. She told them she was going on a Charity sponsored week at my ranch and that her uncle was too drunk to drive her down to the office. I guess that seemed like a pretty normal state for the man to be in because the neighbour believed her. Once she got there, she sat in the waiting room and drove Nielson crazy.” There was laughter in his voice as he retold the story, and Joey could almost picture the frantic look on Clark Nielson’s face. “What did she do?” “Nothing,” Blake said flatly. “She just sat there and refused to go away. Finally Nielson called me and insisted I do something about her. I talked to her on the phone first, then I flew down there to pick her up. I contacted the proper officials, and I’m in the process of finalising all the right paperwork so no one can come along and take her away.” “Oh Blake!” she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. When at last their lips parted again and he looked down at her, he cleared his throat and spoke in a husky, hesitant voice. “So, what do you say? Jilly really misses you. Will you come back to the ranch?” “Because the kids need me?” she asked, and Blake’s eyes darkened. “No,” he shook his head and traced her lips with the tip of his finger. “Not just because the kids need you.” His voice was hushed as he spoke to her, holding her gaze with his. “Because I need you, Joey. I love you!” “Blake?” she breathed, when he lifted his lips. “Did you just say....” “That I love you?” he asked, and when she nodded, he smiled down at her and nodded too. “Oh, Blake!” she gasped, drawing herself closer to him. “I’ll understand if you don’t want to live on the ranch, Joey. I know it’s not the best place for a woman to live. You’re used to shops and amenities all being close by, and being able to visit your friends.” He looked out over the lawn for a moment as the bride and groom were making their way back out amongst their guests. These were people that meant a lot to Joey. Could he ask her to give it all up for life in the Montana wilderness? “If you come with me, I promise to do the best I can to make you happy there, but if you don’t want to, I won’t pursue things any further. At least I’ll know I’ve told you how I feel.” “Blake, don’t be silly! I hated to leave when the book was done, but I didn’t think there was any more reason for me to stay. I love the ranch!” she tightened her grip on him. “I love you!” He scooped her in close to his chest and buried his face in his hair. “I never let myself hope that you might love me back,” he said, closing his eyes and letting the magnitude of what she had just said sink in. “Let’s have all the single ladies over here for the throwing of the bouquet.” someone was calling from the lawn. Joey pretended not to hear the announcement, but very shortly afterwards Max appeared next to them. “Can I borrow her for a few minutes, Mr. Winters?” Max asked, eyeing Blake like she still didn’t believe he was there in front of her in person. She didn’t wait for a response, however, but pulled Joey out of his arms and over to the gathering crowd of girls and young women. The bride was helped up onto a chair, with her back to the group, and awkwardly tossed a small bouquet over her shoulder. Blake leaned against the tree and grinned in amusement and watched as Joey’s friend dragged her into the midst of the traditional throng of women waiting to see who would be next to wed. Moments later, Max spotted the bouquet hurtling her direction, and lifted her hands high in the air to try to catch it. Beside her, another girl was jumping up and down squealing in excitement. As the flowers neared them, the two collided and the bouquet bounced off their hands and fell away to the side. Startled, Joey realised the flowers were headed for her head, and lifted her hands to shield herself. Seconds later, she was standing there in disbelief, with the bouquet in her hands while everyone around her jumped up and down and cheered. “Excuse me.” The crowd of women parted as Blake made his way towards the girl with the bouquet. “Excuse me, coming through,” he repeated, then at last he emerged beside Joey, who stood looking at him sheepishly. He looked down at the flowers and smiled. “It looks like this makes it official. You can’t argue with fate,” he said, a boyish grin on his face as he slipped his arms around her waist. “Will you marry me, Joey Webber, and come live with me at the Silver Star? Will you be my wife, and help me raise Reggie and Jilly, and make some new ones of our own too?” “Yes!” she whispered, melting into his arms. As he pulled her into an embrace and kissed her, the crowd broke into cheers around them.