Awakening
You live your life just the way that it happens
nothing unusual and nothing truly unwelcomed
just taking hold of what life throws your way
tryin' your best to make it come into line
coping with it and you think you're doin' fine.
Then something completely unexpected comes along
and you find you're north when you want to be south
or you're south when you want to be north
and the bridges you crossed so many years ago
will no longer lead you to where you want to go.
Things you never knew could happen to you
make a world of difference in how you see your life
for so long things seemed to be moving along
taking care of themselves with no unanswerable why's
then it all looks out of place when you open your eyes.
Suddenly you're lonely in a life so full of people
but the doors are all locked and the curtains are drawn
and through the cracks you can just catch a glimpse
of where that road could take you if you could get to it
outside that door, if you could just get through it.
january 2002